回來了~

哈哈~終於可以光明正大出番個post話自己番左黎~...hahahah
好開心見到你地每一個人呀!其實見到你地0個一刻,真的很想給你們一個big hug 架!.....真係好耐無見....

呢一刻,很想講下自己回來後的一點感受.


其實諗吓諗吓,我d朋友算唔算多呢?其實唔多.
但番到黎,又好似要日日都出去咁...攪到媽媽都有少少不滿咁...v.v
之不過,我都係覺得好多時都係單對單先可以真係同個朋友有true interaction.太多人,反而我都唔知要俾咩反應?又或者唔知應唔應該講d較personal的話題....hahaa

朋友們不知有沒有察覺,但我自己卻發現了........我變了.

我還是那個你們認識的winnie嗎?我不是了.在各個gathering中,我看得見了.

我有時想,如果可以的話,真的很想很想時光可以倒流,很想找回那個我,很想回去那時.

可是......不可以了,什麼也倒退不來.

都過去了.

我只可抱著那些回憶.

謝謝你們記得那個我,謝謝你們給我線索找回從前的我...

可惜的是,要相對現在,對比現在的我,我見到自己變得像個壞人.很壞的人.

是的,在那邊,連我自己也覺得自己迷失了.......

其實我想對所有人坦明一次,可是我過不了自己.那些日子,或許要一直的掩藏下去.........因為我怕,我對你們說時,忍不著會大哭,然後把你們嚇倒了!hahahha.........

I don't intend to hide, but things had happened just made me so much difficult to tell than I expected.

Those days, I shouldn't remind myself so much like that...especially in front of all my dearest friends.

Yet I don't tell, I found nothing could better explain my changes, and the worse is I thought it keep us apart.

maybe that's a too much evaluation, because i understand that everyone keep changing.Yet, I hope myself could be a better one than now....the one that I used to be...



No regret. I am who I am now,what I could do, is to face the truth and tune back track.........

sighhh.....

Fighting Fighting!